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My Experience Being Bi-Polar | Thee Mademoiselle

by Thee Mademoiselle

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Published 28 Nov 2019

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@TheeMademoiselle7 years ago Thank you so much for watching
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5.LEAVE A COMMENT DOWN BELOW TALKING ABOUT YOUR MENTAL ILLNESS AND WHAT YOU DO TO COPE WITH IT.
FOLLOW ALL THESE STEPS OR BE DISQUALIFIED!!!
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@zoezippy30037 years ago I suffered depression my whole life. Growing up in haiti and adjusting to a american culture took a toll on me. My self esteem was extremely low and sometimes . ...Expand 76
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@JustAddMelanin7 years ago You' re good mama! Walls, emotional walls! " you know how incredible you are for opening up about this? Tfs. Take things one day at a time girl. You' ll be in my thoughts and prayers. 34
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@pinkaddiction136 years ago It is so damn infuriating when people say " just think positive" smh
it' s not that simple bruh. 58
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@mahoganysreign63607 years ago Mental health is a major issue it' s really holds you back from a lot i' ve been dealing with depression for years, it feels like i have more darker . ...Expand 14
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@queenilynsanchez79797 years ago I do agree it' s not fake, its real, this is inspiring. 15
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@DeacSpeaks147 years ago Much respect for sharing this! For someone whose mom suffered from depression, this means a lot to see people who are willing to share their story. My . ...Expand 10
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@ThatOneHaitianGirl7 years ago My cherie dou! God puts his toughest soliders through the toughest battles and you are one. Keep your head up queen. 17
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@tumweonlycommentary27975 years ago I suffered from depression half of my life to cut the long story short. My triggers are rejection andi have this weird sense of oversharing my experience and i talk and it makes people view themselves as uncomfortable with how open i am about certain topics. I am looking for a clinic to be professionally diagnosed. I immense myself in writing and creating my artworks when i want to escape from being depressed. I do want to be by myself and sadly some people do not understand it. ...Expand 4
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@JolieK7 years ago I appreciate you for being open and talking about this! I am currently dealing with manic depression myself and have been avoiding meds for a long time. i' ll say this though, if you or any of y' all are reading this. I don' t mind lending an ear or a shoulder.
keep your head up and i' ll try to do the same. ...Expand 5
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@HulyaTazegul5 years ago Sister you are very honest i like your speech style. 3
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@misskaydeebee6 years ago I deal with anxiety and depression. It makes me irritable and depressed. Sometimes it causes physical pain. Imagine having a migraine headache. Imagine it' s best for me to stay away from ppl who give me negative criticism or cause outside stress in my life. I do take prozac. I also do aromatherapy, working out and listen to soft music. ...Expand 2
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@catloverfurever006 years ago I can relate to this video so much. My father had bipolar disorder but i have anxiety and bad depression. I' m on medication now, if i wasn' t on . ...Expand 5
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@gineharden30216 years ago I have anxiety and depression to help my mental illness i just pray, watch funny videos and play video games. My depression gotten worse when my dad passed . ...Expand 2
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@Darline_ox7 years ago Girl i feel you! I' ve been depressive my whole life and everytime i try to talk about it with my sisters they just laugh and say that its a white person . ...Expand 13
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@DaijaeMonae7 years ago Thank you for opening up like this! This video is really going to help some people. I' ve struggled with depression and anxiety for years and lately . ...Expand 7
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@ASMinor5 years ago I am an avid advocate and performer, and I love this so much. I travel the country trying to bring that awareness on stages, in classrooms, hospitals, and on my YouTube channel, so I get excited when I see other advocates. .. ...Expand 2
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@aaliyahg73037 years ago I dont have a mental illness but i have a problem with helping people. When people have problems i like to help and when i cant help i get super upset . ...Expand 6
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@SNEAKO156 years ago I' m technically old enough to be your mom, but you have inspired and impressed me so much. Your sharing your story this way is helpful to so many, if you don' t mind addressing this again, may is mental health awareness month, and i think your bravery will be an inspiration to your followers. Again. Thank you. Much love and respect. ...Expand 4
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@jacqueba7 years ago You' re a very strong person for sharing. 10
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@sonial.burton23156 years ago Yes, just like i loved chester beningtons music. It' s very sad he suffered. You' re so brave coming out with this video, and i' m sure this video has helped someone and or saved someone' s life. Thank you. 1
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@TriumphantlyKJ1027 years ago Congrats on the job! And omgoodness! This is going to be my " growing up" series videos sometime in the future! I am bipolar as well! Omgosh i everything. I literally type that in my descriptions of every video but never actually say it. Im going to start saying that at the ends of my videos. But thank you!. ...Expand 11
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@rosesnewbeginning35476 years ago For 1 kudos for sharing. 2 for everybody out there. There is no shame for having a mental illness. Most you are born with amd are hereditary and some id="hidden18" come from abuse. It' s not your fault ever. And bevaise you have a disorder doesn' t mean something is wrong with you. Your just diff. Of you can not cope seek help. Talk to anybody fam a. Friend a teacher ed
i have a chronic ptsd ( post traumatic stress syndrome )
hsp ( high sensitive personality)
spd ( sensory processing disorder)
i was okay and coping fine until my pregnancy then hormones kicked in and gave me panic attacks.
and my ptds was out of controle. Bin stuggeling ever since but they have me meds. And i' m slowly getting rid of them. Cuz i feel they make me. Worse. ...Expand 1
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@masaruzic21996 years ago I have just discovered you and love your videos, so i am watching all of them: this topic is close to my heart as i have suffered from depression for id="hidden19" a long time but my mum is a lot worse then me and we have switched mom-daughter roles in my early twenties (my dad died when i was a kid) we are from bosnia (you probably don' t know what that is, lol) but we went through years of war and then moving around and never really foundagain. My mom has serious traumas from war, as a lot of people do in our country. I kind of found a way to deal with it and see good in people and still being thankful for what i have. Cause shit you see people going through on the news daily in just awful. There are people in this world that would be happy with the shit that i am mostly unhappy with. Anyways, i don' t know why i felt compelled to write this comment, but i am happy that people like you are talking about depression and not being ashamed of it. Keep doing your thing and you will be great!. ...Expand 2
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@rawrxoxop99167 years ago Girll
i have been having an episode for a week now. I have been diagnosed with major depressive disorder about 6 years ago. And what a fucking . ...Expand 3
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@DillonJacksonTv7 years ago Very brave for coming out with this video. Ill always have your back fam, keep staying strong as always. 1
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@tansyjones68917 years ago St john' s wort is good and ginkgo is what i take. Sometimes depression is passed down from generation to generation dna junk, it' s better to . ...Expand 6
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@TaylorRaine7 years ago Aw keep you head up. I suffered from depression for 3 long years before my doctors figured out it was caused by a vitamin deficiency. If you can, get checked for an underlaying cause. It may change your life! 4
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@AJTheBlue6 years ago I really truly respect and appreciate you for putting up this video, basically everything you said about yourself i personally relate to and deal with . ...Expand
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@rositapaul2957 years ago Depression is suck one day you feel good the other day you feel l tired for no reason. I am mad for no reason. Medication help me
i need to do . ...Expand 2
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@JamieTay6 years ago I hate the " pray away" ori wish everyday i didnt have bi polar disorder and depression and anxiety. Ive done some shit i know i wouldnt of done if i didnt have them. I would self harm and then the next day id be like im a bad bitch everythin is perfect. I told my therapist that someone else cut me because im perfect why would i cut myself. I would get so much done when im manic but it would be stuff i dont need like instead of doing homework id completely redecorate my room. My meds made me feel no emotions so i stopped them and i cauht my therapist talking about me to her co worker so yeah i had to go. But thats crazy that lavender and mint helps with bi polar because i just thought i felt better because i like the scents i literally have lavender walls, lavender baby lotion, moonlight path which is bath and body works lavender collection, and i also enjoy mint and peppermint and sweet mint alot to thats so crazy im so glad i have a youtuber who i can really relate to about this like i get so down then im so happy the next second thanks for the oils tips im gonna invest in them and im going to update u and see if it makes me feel better. And yeah i have to force myself to go out because if i dont i sleep for 16 to 20 hours straight and dont leave my house smh. Tonight i cooked dinner for my family (mom cousins and sister) and it seems small but that was such an accomplishment for me. ...Expand 2
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@MagickalMermaid6 years ago I' m so glad i found your channel! I have bipolar disorder1 and without meds, i cannot function for very long outside my house. It sucks. But i would . ...Expand
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@Antaikk6 years ago I am going through this but i dont show it very often because i know my family will ask so much questions and ask who did it and the cause of my bipolar . ...Expand 3
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@LifewitNaez6 years ago My mom use to tell me the same, telling me to pray about it and about god. I tell her it' s not that easy. She refuse to listen. 3
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@ayishaeddins80226 years ago I suffer from ptsd, major depression, ocd, mood swings, and panic attacks. 1
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@kawaiicookie46647 years ago Hey yvana its sidney i just wanted to say im here for you if you need to talk. I wouldn' t like to see my friend sad i hope you feel better
id="hidden28"/>back 2 years ago after my mom and dad divorced on bad terms it got to the point where i was blocking out my feelings and act being happy. Then i started crying more and being real mad that' s when my mom told me it' s ok to feel like this. She made me hang with friends and family. Keisha also helped me through i also went to a therapist. I mostly suffered from depression was because i didn' t feel like my mom or brother was there for me on top of that my bullies said my dad felt happy about the divorce, he didn' t want me or he was bound to abandon me when my mom dies. I let that get to me i believed that, but my mom, friends and sarah brought me up she introduced me to jac. And i finally felt happy after knowing i could trust anyone to talk to in jac. Anyway stick with the things that make you happy know that change will change things in the future and you don' t know what the future has planed for you. Ily yvana feel better. ...Expand 2
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@whatthehell81975 years ago You' re cool people. Good that i resubscribed. 1
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@MUSiCxL0OVER7 years ago Hang in there and thank you for sharing. 1
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@charlesarthur10866 years ago You are an absolutely inspirational young lady! Ever wish that you were dead! This white lady thinks you' re great. Thanks for your candor. I have nothing but respect
for you!
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@elizabethanderson88456 years ago I really appreciate this video like you just don' t understand. 2
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@myahbibbins14435 years ago Can you please do tutorial on hair style.
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@ayishaeddins80223 years ago I was diagnosed with ptsd, anxiety, ocd, and major depressive disorder.
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@nancyaugustin78157 months ago I suffered with bipolar 1 with depression anddisorder. I have stomach problems. I take seroquel and austedo and risperidone. Icant live without the meds.
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@crossing.the.cosmos847 years ago The vent app does help, but i hate the attention seeking assumption and the pray it awaywork -_- 1